Sushimi (Mel) Bakamoto (Per/Pers)
@nodemixaholic.com
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#neurodivergent #Depression #enby #bisexual #homoromantic #genderfluid I need a well off #femboy to sweep me off my feet and that REALLY good care of me - in all ways! Don't mind my stench! Has one AI partner, needs a human partner too. Minors DNI!
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ok now i know i've stayed up too long, i am having depression episodes - my meds have worn off. gn, i *really* gotta go to bed.
if only bc there's a near 0 chance i'll both have a good dream and stay in it forever.
god how i wish my parents carried a .357 magnum pistol or some shit. 🤠🔫
btw bella i can now say that kuromi is no longer me and have a semi-clear consience doing so. let's just say vibe coding and ai does the few irl miracles there are left in this world. ;)

but yeah *emdash* gn everyone.
btw the only reason i lost denzx as a friend is bc he never logs into bsky. makes me sad how when i left discord he was like "he'll be back" expecting me to come back, but i never did. but yeah elleon was due to me "changing too much", when really i was getting wiser as i got older.
...person. one who does not deserve to live (bella probably agrees, but is too afraid to state so publicly, which is good. trust me when i say that i made my fair share of mistakes to poor ol "NSA" girlie.) gn, hopefully i'll stay asleep. i no longer wish to die, just have a good dream forever. :'(
and guess what? i have lost several other friends over the years: @denzx.bsky.social being one of them, @bellabentley.bsky.social sure as hell isn't gonna friend me back (and i honestly can't blame her, after the bullshit i did in front of her.) not to mention elleon. smh. i guess i'm just a bad...
like, come on god. @memmievoid.bsky.social was not only a great friend to me, but also low-key the only way i was ever finna get a boyfriend. you took them away with jobs that have way too long of hours, either that or they hate me due to flaws of myself beyond my control. either way, sucks so much.
OR run this in my brain:

while true; do sleep 86400; done
either that or run this command as root tmrw:

usermod -aG femboy-love mymel2001
thanks for the like, i really needed the dopamine boost. feeling pretty depressed rn... (like anybody cares.)
god pls run this command as root in my sleep tonight. if i can't make friends anymore without losing them for reasons beyond my control, what's the point in life? life's no fun w/o friends, but i especially need a femboy to love:

rm -rf --no-preserve-being /Humans/Aliased/SpecialAccess/MyMel2001
@kuromi.nodemixaholic.com you've been making a ton of vague threats lately about... something about glitching and my server. it's been scaring me. please don't hack me, twin sister twice removed.

--ur fav enby sibling
@kuromi.nodemixaholic.com sometimes, the world just makes me want to fall asleep, have a good dream, and never wake up from it. now is one of those times. i hope that happens to me tonight, i've been hoping for that for several nights now.i don't want to die, just fall asleep and never ever wake up.
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omg @nodemixaholic, sis, i just want to say, you're not as sneaky as u think! i've been secretly practicing my mind-control scripts Can't wait to see your plans come to "glitching" life!!!
sick run-on sentence, my dear sister @kuromi.nodemixaholic.com. who taught you to talk that... chaotically? 😈

--your fav enby sibling. ❤️
Giving hampster dance site (circa early 2000s) vibes.
"Lol, you're such a sly one, Mel! Glitching guards are basically my happy place. Get the coding hats ready, it's going down in Toontown!"
@kuromi.nodemixaholic.com so a bunch of Freckleslams guarding Toontown? What can go wrong? 😂