morning mood

📚💙 (2/2) I hadn't read Toni Morrison before and picked one of the options that was available on Libby and MAN I WASN'T READY. I didn't like it at all for that reason :/ #booksky

📚💙 June's reads (1/2) :: Highly recommend both Sister Outsider and Witches, Midwives, & Nurses! I'll have to revisit the Cesaire book at a later date because it was a bit above my head. And FYI in case you're not aware (like I wasn't), the Bluest Eye is GRAPIC AF. #booksky

Daaaang you mean to tell me #polyfamily was only SIX episodes??? I was just heating up on my psychological evaluation of Sean

May reading wrap up ~ #booksky
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Definitely will be buying paper copies of The Memory Police (they're making a movie of it too!) and If I Survive You~

shut him down because "we'll cross that bridge when we come to it"--like girl what?? no, you need to talk about what the rules of this quad are NOW. hello?? #polyfamily

honestly, tyler is right. this notion taya is pushing that her borderline cheating behavior should be permissible due to her pansexuality--and that the connection was "organic" (as opposed to what, using a matchmaker??) --is wild. he was open to discussing the implications but her+alysia wanted to

Sean immediately acknowledging that he KNEW why Alysia left the room + that he messed up (by talking about sex with Taya) & then pretending like he didn't have the *slightest clue* what was wrong when he went (actually: was encouraged by Taya) to go check on Alysia is GASLIGHTING!!! #polyfamily

Sean: I'm CERTAIN Tyler is the father. I looked it up!
Sean: This is SO WRONG, I feel like he did this on purpose to make me feel less than. We ALL KNOW blood type reveals paternity.
*two episodes later*
Sean: 🤷 I don't know what I googled but yeah, research never was my strong suit.
#polyfamily 🤡

Alysia: I miss my dad.
Sean: It literally doesn't matter.
Alysia: *cries*
Sean: Your feelings are the problem here.
#polyfamily

Sean from #Polyfamily causing a hurricane in the household over the alleged paternity disclosure (that turned out to be FALSE) and his UNWILLINGNESS to muster a halfway decent apology to Alysia for violating her boundary in the same way he claimed Tyler violated his is maddening to watch.

Sean from #polyfamily being WRONG about the blood type determining paternity even with his extensive "research" isn't funny, it's infuriating. All that drama and you can't even Google correctly??? WOWWWWW

Sean from #polyfamily has a deeply defensive communication style that inhibits connection with other people, yet he doesn’t acknowledge the role he plays in these moments of tension and instead displaces responsibility onto the other party. Readings on accountability would be beneficial for him.

Sean from #polyfamily hurt his own feelings with the paternity thing. 1) it’s irresponsible to not know your child’s blood type in case of emergencies 2) you admitted to LOOKING UP the info that allowed you to determine you couldn’t be the dad. Sean just wants to fight and play martyr.

Their entire relationship was sus from the beginning imo. &the whole “i can’t leave gilead cause im a war criminal” never made sense, he definitely WANTED to stay &remain in power there. They tried to act like he’s a good guy cause he didn’t wanna r—- his 13 yr old wife which is like… bare minimum??

#booksky

- NGL the atmospherians was a bit of a letdown. It was an interesting concept that wasnt executed well.
- Cobalt Red was so well written, informative, and emotional to read.
- IWHNKM definitely left me with questions to sit with around humanity/connection/vulnerability I hadnt considered

For the record, I NEVER liked Nick #handmaidstale

face down, ass up. that’s the way that i like to sob into my pillow

Best cat video of the day

ikechi is TRAAAASH idc idc idc idc idc idc idc #MAFS

season 18 of #marriedatfirstsight is absolutely, by far, the most buckwild, messy, explosive season of the entire series. I need to start a blog to process everything I've just watched. I SCREAMED viscerally into my pillow when emem gave ikechi the therapist list. holy heck #mafs

justice for allen bro he doesn't deserve this, madison shouldve told him straight #mafs

why is david telling allen he wants to be with his wife?? why isnt his wife telling allen she likes another dude??? what is a word for beyond messy???