Gregtober Day 2: Hairstyle change

#limbuscompany

I miss them #masseffect #art

愛されマメちゃん

And if i'm not useful to someone or something i feel incredibly bad. I just can't live in that hedonistic way of just...Existing and doing what i feel like.

Idk it's just...A lot going on.

But i have that sort of toxic productivity of "if it doesn't serve a use/advancing one what's the point of using energy on it?"
Those ppl says i'm incredibly hard at myself, but if i'm not, i don't finish anything ever. No goal, and no pressure from myself to being an overachiever and i just rot.

I do as much fanwork as a i do bc i somewhat hide behind other's creation out of fear of ridicule, or being misunderstood. Also to grow my socials.
I go to that open atelier for mentally ill artists now and i see the ppl just painting for the sake of it and i just wish i could do the same

the other side of my life is basically mental health advocacy. And i would love to share my own experience regarding this since i don't feel represented anywhere. But i fear being one more quirky audhd vulgarizing badly adding the to slop. Or just more raw, vent art but ewww imagine being VULNERABLE

Eris (Hades) 🍎

I'm in artistic existential crisis. I want to get back to more original art/slice of life comics but one, it's going to be even less popular than my fanarts, two, i cringe at the idea of being vulnerable. Or being seen as some narcissistic clichee of an artist. idk man.

✨FORGIVEN NOSINESS ✨
I really wanted to design some light corrupted/warden Deneb
#ffxiv

Karaoke night! #yakuza #likeadragon #yakuzalad

"Good evening to you, little star"

#hades2 | #hadesgame

Guess which game is eating my nights away...
I really love that color scheme when you meditate with the arcanas. #HadesII #Hades2 #Melinoe

Adachi at the beach

#rgg #Yakuza #Likeadragon #AdachiKoichi #aeskiart

give your best one-liner to win her hand

IT'S ADACHI'S BIRTHDAY TODAY

#knightsofguinevere ✨🌸😭

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Basically how I've been internalizing it lol

Also fucked up guinever... aah... save me fucked up princess android... pwease...

Finally watched Knights of Guinever and very admirative of how Dani Terrace weaponized all of her anger towards disney to spit back at them, but the spit in question is a fucking masterpiece.

In the arms of an angel 🎻🎶

"The texture is sure interesting..."
Listen i recently discovered my passion for Deneb wearing latex. I had to. #WoL

Yer a sick man, Sagawa-han | Sagamaji