this required me and partner to do it, and be coordinated

I swear im a productive student

i havent had many therapists in my life that actually knew how to treat mentally ill and neurodiverse people like... people. its a very nice change.

his whole soapbox, that im also partially on, is the fact disorders often put people into boxes that doesn't often help them other than give you a list of symptoms you experience.

like, we agree that if a label fits you, use it to communicate issues or if you need it for insurance reasons.

this guy has been a series of green flags, but we wanted to be *sure*, you know?

im so grateful to have a therapist who is on the same wavelink as me with having beef with the DSM-5, like he doesn't wanna call what I have DID but actually called us by our fucking names and actually changed how he addressed us when Mugi told him who he was, who I was... -E

You ok?

I wanted to throw up from nerves, but I let it out -M

Told therapist about being plural today.

It did not go horribly, he was genuinely accepting and says we can use it with helping with our current stuff in therapy.

Ive heard it does that (have been meaning to play it)

the mycology aspect would be less R*sident Ev*l type of zombie thing, but more the idea of spores and how the Thing reproduces and botany more just to have a better understanding how plants work bc now im genuinely interested realizing ive never... Thought Much About It, ya know?

part of why im wanting to research more into botany and mycology

vague description of me thinking about world building in horror novel im plot webbing in my brain

Imagine a fungal infection thats basically symbiotic with your body, you could go years without noticing its there

Hmmm 50 dollars

TOMORROW Tuesday, October 14th IS #PORTFOLIODAY!
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I tell people in private my haterisms bc it doesnt need to be public. People easily make you into a pancakes/waffles on the TL or its too easy to get misunderstood and get it held over you as some gotcha

Renshuu for study, jisho for exanded dictionary

'my kagehira' casually slipping in conversations with others

That person sending anons is a loser and a coward, ignore them

If you need someone to talk to, im on Discord more than here.

Ive been busy but i still try.

Im sorry youre feeling terrible rn

I think about what was taken and destroyed a lot in regards to this country.
We destroyed nations to establish this one and consumed habitats to fuel our conquest. We used the lie that it was all God's plan but we replaced it all with a hostile self destructive kleptocracy.
Hard to feel patriotic.

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