Kireon @ 7.3 Done
@kireon.bsky.social
470 followers 530 following 4.9K posts
Lvl 37 | Agender-Asexual-Autistic | They/Them | Full-Time Office Employee | Writer of Things | Tea Enthusiast | 🔞 - No Minors, please | FUB free, NOT A F4F ACCT. Pfp by @skatuyart Kireon @ tumblr KireonWrites @ twitter Kireon @ Ao3
Posts Media Videos Starter Packs
Pinned
kireon.bsky.social
This thread is long suppressed frustration finally breaking free.

Again, not @-ing or vaguing anyone specific, this is a blanket statement re: how it feels to be creative as a whole lately- and I have responsibility to take for said environment as well on my end and need to do better myself.
kireon.bsky.social
GETTING ABSOLUTELY SLANDERED IN DISCORD RN!!!!
Reposted by Kireon @ 7.3 Done
anaithnidd.bsky.social
@putrefactions.bsky.social I thank you kindly for your offering of elves 💙
And a happy belated Nameday for Verrot (I unwrapped his ears for the occasion)
kireon.bsky.social
hearing the shower/kitchen faucet turned on, leaving the room without giving her a pet/snuggle, being told "No" or "Stop", her bunny companion playing w/o her

- Checks herself out in the mirror)s in the house and poses

- Poses whenever she's in front of the camera and/or is called a pretty girl.
kireon.bsky.social
In the two weeks my sister has had Eva, she has:

- Bullied the old kitties away from their cat castle and taken it over

- Thumped at my sister and her husband for offenses such as: the blanket not being in the right spot, laughing, snuggling without her, her food in the bowl being too high/low>
Reposted by Kireon @ 7.3 Done
merhelv.bsky.social
I finished Rogue Trader for the first time recently so I wanted to sketch a casual outfit for my psyker Cordelia
Two half body sketches of my Rogue Trader voidborn oc Cordelia von Valancius. She's wearing a revealing leather top with long leather gloves and golden jewelry.
Reposted by Kireon @ 7.3 Done
opteekaal.bsky.social
Re-posting these as they are meant to be seen. Art Nouveau/Pop Art featuring Ryne, Gaia, Lyna, and Elidibus. Their poses are from The Moon and Stars series by Mucha
Ryne in the Morning Star pose with yellow pink cloth wrapping around her, in the background it has the shadow of her Shiva form.
Gaia in the Evening Star pose with pink blue cloth wrapping around her, in the background it has the shadow of her Oracle of Darkness form.
Lyna is the Pole Star (north star) with yellow and orange cloth wrapping her with the shadow of the Crystal Tower behind her.
Elidibus is in the Moon pose with his cloth being dark red and gold while his Warrior of Light form is behind him.
kireon.bsky.social
pet tax for the pissing and moaning this afternoon.

please meet my new niece, Miss Eva (named after the Wall-E character), and ofc the two bastard assistant supervisors making sure I (do not) get shit done on the clock: Strider (green eyed tabby mix) and Kija (Annoyed siamese mix)
a dark sable brown bunmy with lighter fur on the underside of her front paws relaxes in a comfortable loaf-sploot. Her ears are casually listening while she is at ease on a bed. two cats sit on OP's lap to add additional difficulty to their workload. One is a brown tabby mix with big green eyes sitting closest to OP while being pet, the other is a siamese mix looking half-asleep and annoyed by the tabby being closer to OP.
kireon.bsky.social
5 time failure = fuck this noise it either gets done after call shift or until I go into office next week and see if it goes through then. If not? That's our tech group's problem. 😂
kireon.bsky.social
100% I know this in my heart and in my brain, but I'm also not immune to getting hit by doubt/feelings of "maybe I am doing it all wrong after all". 😅
kireon.bsky.social
No worries!!! I misunderstood the reason and that's definitely my bad.
kireon.bsky.social
I know I shouldn't be bothered by other people venting about feeling the way they do about the creative scene, but man, when it's so constant?

Even knowing you write with your heart and for the love of stories, that shit really gets to you over time.
kireon.bsky.social
As a writer, it's already a lonely and frustrating process even w/o the bullshit competition fandom)s + original writing scene makes it + constantly encourages.

Adding the above attitudes on top of it? Fuck, man, way to defeat the purpose of sharing art and writing in the first place.
kireon.bsky.social
In the end, yes, it's a me problem to fix. Be it muting, blocking, or further curating my space in w/e way I choose: something has to change because it's not helping me overcome the anxiety of Doing It Wrong in any sense.

I know this, I am working on this, and I am still going to talk about it.
kireon.bsky.social
re: my last post:

This is a large chunk of why I've been mostly reposting others' works, not posting/sharing my stuff.

All of the 'anyone writing x y z is boring', 'why would anyone want to read x character)s, genres, etc', and "only me and my friends are genuine anymore in art, etc" got to me.
kireon.bsky.social
It also helps if you look at a place's site and they openly invite/ask you to come in and do just that. 😅 Takes some of the (self-imposed) pressure and anxiety away too!
kireon.bsky.social
I feel you on this one, I've started making a pact with myself after dr's appts that I get to go to the tea shop down the road from it as a reward since I'll be in the area. I bring my watercolor set or a book and have a pot.

It's not the same as pre-2020, but it does help even for an hour!
kireon.bsky.social
lmao you can tell I was in my feelings on this one by the fucked placement of the quotation marks!
kireon.bsky.social
This thread is long suppressed frustration finally breaking free.

Again, not @-ing or vaguing anyone specific, this is a blanket statement re: how it feels to be creative as a whole lately- and I have responsibility to take for said environment as well on my end and need to do better myself.
kireon.bsky.social
If you see someone and you find yourself going "oh yeah, I did that/was there" and have the capacity for it? Share a tip, resource, and bit of encouragement for them to keep at it.

That encouragement will keep them going for a little while and shows someone has faith in their growth.
kireon.bsky.social
On the flip side of this:

Writers and artists (@ing myself on this one): please stop being afraid of "doing it wrong".

It's better to have a "skill level not there yet, fuck" moment than to literally never try anything outside of your safe/comfort zone.

And remember how you started.
kireon.bsky.social
skill does not match their ambition; you were/have been there yourself!

Stop creating the isolating environments you bemoan!!
kireon.bsky.social
right out the gate is how you alienate and get more of the same "bland" rehash: because that's what's less inclined to get their asses beat, vagued, or called out for "doing it wrong".

Be the mentos + coke person and get EXCITED when someone says they want to try a new thing but are worried their-
kireon.bsky.social
People of all ages and life stages are in a wide range of exploring of creative play, research, etc. Being a pretentious ass and gatekeeping the very act of creating, figuring shit out, and learning as time goes on will never get you more of what you want to see, read, etc.

Demanding perfection-