Shiv von Spooky
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I exist. The world’s preeminent Richard Kelly scholar. she/her.
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Our Southland Tales show is back. It's a personal one as I eulogize my mother by talking about our love as it related to film.

We have a fun 2nd segment (recorded 9 months ago) and surprise @playchampion.bsky.social with her best friend @rmfezman.bsky.social

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Icon. He inspired my imagination as a child like few others could, oftentimes more than the films themselves. When I was young I wanted to draw for 3 reasons, my mother, da Vinci, and Drew Struzan's posters. The best to ever do it.
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does anybody need a roommate. i think i really have to get the fuck out of here or i will die
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i always say this but somehow it's always true: this is the worst it's ever been. we are beyond struggling at this point.
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i'm sorry but i have to ask for help again. we're out of money, food, gas & other things. my dad won't get paid until the end of the week. he missed about half of the days because of illness so it's going to be a light check & bills are due. scared

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i'm sorry but i have to ask for help again. we're out of money, food, gas & other things. my dad won't get paid until the end of the week. he missed about half of the days because of illness so it's going to be a light check & bills are due. scared

vm SiobhanIrv
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made it 15 months without you, mom. longer than i would've guessed. see you soon
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I'm done. I have tried and tried and tried and I have lost. I am done here.
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if you are my friend please i need to voice with someone
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got the scariest news i've received yet. i do not want to go into detail publicly but we are beyond fucked. this is worst case scenario shit.
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90% sure my dad is about to be fired again for missing so many days due to health issues. I need help. I need so much help. I don't know what else to do.
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i'm sorry but i have to ask for help again. we're out of money, food, gas & other things. my dad won't get paid until the end of the week. he missed about half of the days because of illness so it's going to be a light check & bills are due. scared

vm SiobhanIrv
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yeah this was mania. i'm in the dirt now
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I am in the best mood i have been in in I don't know how long. Probably coming off the pill thing but hell i feel good
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If anybody has need for an artist or assistant or anything I need work
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90% sure my dad is about to be fired again for missing so many days due to health issues. I need help. I need so much help. I don't know what else to do.
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i'm sorry but i have to ask for help again. we're out of money, food, gas & other things. my dad won't get paid until the end of the week. he missed about half of the days because of illness so it's going to be a light check & bills are due. scared

vm SiobhanIrv
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PayPal.me/junkblader
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you are the ones who are the ball-lickers
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The medical journal where RFK learned that circumcision causes autism.
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I've never watched the show but I will take your word for it sensei
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I know you are a real human being Joey lol, i'm just thinking of the caricature of the super cheerful guy I am usually presented with
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I am probably at the peak of a manic episode but damn I feel like how I feel Joey feels everyday
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I am in the best mood i have been in in I don't know how long. Probably coming off the pill thing but hell i feel good
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the first ever comment i got on a piece of art i made, other than my mother just giving me ashamed, angered looks or saying, at best, "it's fine" to any piece of art i made in grade school 🫶
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now my dad has to have emergency dental surgery and is going to be missing more days of work. really struggling here folks. sincerely going to go full joker
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Yeah even a day or 2 can really fuck with you
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iiii just found out i've been accidentally taking a sleeping pill twice a day instead of my pill for bipolar medication for the last week. explains quite a bit!