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his pretty pink nose😔😔
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last thought before sleep: hongjoong,
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finally finished this piece :3

#ateez #ateezfanart #hongjoong #kpop
fanart of ateez’s kim hongjoong based on his cover of fool’s garden “lemon tree”. hongjoong is laying atop a counter (only his shoulders up are showing) with lemons in the foreground and his tears forming the song title “lemon tree”
EHEH i hope you enjoy it and feel better soon ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
OHHHH YES that's so so delicious
right djkdjddj it's not my favorite thing I like them in love but I have an eco niche to fill❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
djkdsjkdfskj my bad please dont die </3
NAUR DJDDJD am so sorry ❤️‍🩹
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this #wipwednesday i offer a very small snippet from my matz supernatural au (small fragments), a flashback to the moment hj sold his soul😔
i feel dread in my bones /pos
:"") I hate to commit the sin of breaking matz up so cruelly but alas...... it's fun.....
id say I'm sorry but........
still wearing their rings. sh is biting a litany of "mine, mine, mine" into his shoulder and hj has no heart to echo it when he's lost sh at some point, their hands falling away, and he's only finding out now. hj's still his, though, that much is still true.
being called needy and pent up because it's been oh so long. the slithering voice that sh isnt as affected because he must have someone else. and yet, here he is, begging for a trace of comfort and feeling dirty and used and pathetic, as if he's a rebound, as if they're hooking up. in their own bed.
also thinking about the rare rare occasion of them having sex as everything deteriorates,, hj feeling like he had to lure? coerce sh into doing anything, a healthy dose of degradation to further his spiral as he finds he has nothing to keep sh there with him,
thinking about their relationship slowly growing cold for no apparent reason.... the sinking feeling in his guts that it's not a passing thing, that there's someone else... getting flimsy excuses to his questions and disinterest to any attempt at salvaging their relationship...
the reverse? maybeee I'll still feel sick to my stomach but if I'm getting hongjoong hurt out of it I'll live
to find themselves sitting before a sunset into the sea before he's cracking out "he's cheating on you, you know?". he can't muster more than mumbled assent. it somehow feels like his own fault.
they've been brought back to just being coworkers, friends at an arms length. he watches themselves die out, a wick choking itself in molten wax.

hj takes wy on the stupid getaway he couldn't bring himself to cancel, because he was free and willing and quiet about pitying him. just long enough
it's casually cruel in ways sh has never been before. and still somehow, perversely, it feels like a kind let down, the flimsy comfort of an old blanket as he's being put down. without much of an argument or the fiery fights to tear the team apart he used to stress himself to tears about,
has something happened, is someone sick? no, he gets back, I'd just rather spend any time I get with them.

what can he say to that? should he stomp his feet and demand a crumb of his attention? how can he ask to be met halfway, faced with sincerity, without feeling like a child?
they'd been looking forward to the weekend away, the hope still fresh. then it's the week before and he reminds sh of it and all he gets back is