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Holly Owlet (She/They)

@hlyann.bsky.social

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#AuDHD - EUPD/CPTSD, #mecfs . Gen-Y | Artist of Creativity|photography/Dyslexic,Introvert, Horror lover , Tarot , #Queer, Owlet. Survivor CSA+ / #LGBTQ+ Rights, Pet lover 2 cats & Family Doggies. Survival , mixed with contradiction Venting mostly.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · Nov 28

I know this platform is still pretty much new in terms of gathering comfortability and safety. But I just wanted to point out that if I block you its because I am uncertain about your intentions. Of course when and hopefully @bsky.app add a lock option. I will find some security.

Thank you!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

So when someone mentions or reminds me of my age and what my abilities are or should be, please consider all the complexities! I truly approach each day and every moment as it comes. Its hard to see what you should be focusing on when your mindset has always seen danger!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

I remember being locked, shoved aside, humiliated beneath the weight of their names for us — freak, outcast, broken — trapped inside a machine that crushed hope, ignored screams, stole years from my life like it owed them nothing at all. It stole my childhood , Trauma was a constant source.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

Being stuck under survival’s boot and feeling like crap around the clock, age just fades to black. It becomes a grief ridden process of everything I could have been with a holding of “If only”!

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

Ive tried to be a “Normal” whatever that is person by trying such things. Yet it gets overwhelming! I loose function and end up deteriorating very quickly even though it may not be visible.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

Many sharing Im wasting my life away. Or haven’t you done this and this by now. With the reminder that my parents aren’t going to be here forever. *causing severe anxiety*

My days are contained with limited manageable amount of things.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

So many things lived, so many things felt,
but I can’t seem to thread them all together.
Sometimes it’s like I’m just fading out—
no big words, no big moves ,
just trying to hold on. I feel embarrassed by my capacity to do! , Others share a judgemental “Lazy” or reminding me Im 31.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2h

a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

ALT: a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

Yes 🙌🏻!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

I couldn't resist! My inner kid breaks out in a loud “Eeek” whenever Christmas is around or I get into the holiday spirit, haha. I'll send my trusty owls your way to lend a hand!

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

ALT: a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

media.tenor.com

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

ALT: a white teddy bear is kissing a gray teddy bear .

media.tenor.com

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

All the Christmas decorations are already up , ha! , I just couldn’t help myself! Honestly, I’m blaming my parents for naming me Holly.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

Ikr! I didn’t make it but bought it from habitat! ofc I have a collection soon to be appearing hehe!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

At the start of Dec I shell post pages each week until 25th of December! May include more other Christmas nostalgia book pages! - Enjoy!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

Ah - there it is, one of fav childhood Christmas books, glowing like a stitched moon beneath tinsel , tiny pages like feathers, each turn a muffled giggle - proof that I was, am, and will be an owlet forever owl‑ways wide awake for the soft, bright night.

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

I’m paws-itively smitten with my Christmas cat, who’s all wrapped up in a pink jumper and dangling a hanade bauble , she’s definitely feline festive!”

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Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 1d

Im sorry for your loss , I can relate to such a heavy grief! I Hope in days , for you gentle strides will follow. There always with us!

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2d

I miss you so much my little Tinkie-Toes. Today feels heavy again and overwhelming… Sometimes or most I question wether I should pack it all in and be with you. I love you so very very much.

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2d

How can a nervous system that is fully gasping and knotted tight with too much. Mild? No, that’s a lie that cuts too deep.

Anxiety fluctuates but it hardly stays as a low level. Its very much loud , even if one can openly carry a voice among others.

Holly Owlet (She/They) @hlyann.bsky.social · 2d

I hate when people say anxiety is mild , as if this voice inside me, this desperate, screaming thing, can be measured like some tea in a cup. It’s a violent flood, drowning my nerves and shattering every quiet moment I ever thought I had.