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please do not follow me if i don't know you, i will block you as im unable to remove followers, sorry! ( - . - ) ♡
leaving this account up as an archive. i will no longer be here anymore. thank you.
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Boosting this again hahaaaa I'm still absolutely fucked
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asking again for a bit of help
While I'm in the process of getting a job lined up, I'm still incredibly overwhelmed. I'd really like to be able to pay off my credit card, and my rent will be due for June very soon OTL

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If you're going to be at Tekko next month, I'm working on a little surprise for you 🎀
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べろのくりーちゃー
some of the best lighting youve ever done, excited to see this finished!!!
i bawled my eyes out after seeing a reddit post of a transmasc person , who recently had top surgery , getting their hair washed by their mother . i know i should be happy for them , but ... you know .
was having fun today and the weather was so lovely , but then came the trans / homophobia .

i was reminded that i am still in the closet and still afraid for my life . still reminded that to the people who supposedly love me , are disgusted by my existence and think i should not exist .
" family " cook-out today . i taught my younger cousins how to shoot a bow and got a few bullseyes myself after being out of practice for months !
when the relationship is close and loving but i am not judged for taking long breaks however , i am happiest .
i want to love and my heart bleeds for everyone i meet and often i feel i end up putting more into the relationship than the other person so eventually , my heart runs out of blood to spill and i can become lonely and detached . this is part of the burden bpd is but it is so lonely
anyone else want deep , meaningful relationships with people but do not have the energy to interact or maintain them regularly ?

like i wish i could just appear every full moon , have many conversations and do activities together , then disappear for a while again ...
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私のイラスト入りカレンダーがポストに届くサブスク、月刊レターがはじまりました。
そっと日々に寄り添えるような存在になれたら嬉しいです。
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#月刊レター
2nd degree burns tonight cause i was a dummy
i ' m seriously looking into top surgery and once i get over my anxiety of phone calls , i will be unstoppable .

having boobs doesn ' t make me any less of a man and not having boobs won ' t make me any less of a woman . one day ... one day i will have the strength to call and ask sjmdvghbsdmhv
help i want to see kore in a qipao
i always think i ' m strange because kore isn ' t really an oc separate from me but rather a love letter and autobiography of myself that takes many different art forms . everything i have put him through is something i have gone through , though tweaked and changed to fit the fantasy universe .
he is a never-ending cycle of grief and despair and love and hope with a sprinkle of apathy somewhere in there . a quote i saw on pinterest a long while ago sums him up well : " i have so many faces yet none of them are mine "
i wanna get art of kore holding / drowning in forget-me-not flowers with the text " for a minute there , i lost myself " written somewhere on the piece
theres so much lore i have to organize it ' s going to take me forever ... i was also thinking of doing another look-book since i ' ve made so many new outfits lately but haven ' t shown any of them !