Ghosty queen
@helloghosty.bsky.social
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Small YouTuber following their dreams of being a full time creative , digital artist, nonbinary , loving my life now free from abuse watch me soar
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New commission done . This was a full body commision request from one of our wonderful Facebook followers . I had a really fun time with this one and love how they turned out . If you want your own full body they’re just 20$ .
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💜today was a turning point in my mood . We been in such a reset energy with leaving so much behind so fast . Today I was able to see a glimpse of what life’s like when im not upset at the situation and it was so hopeful .
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✨life updates ✨
💜today we are putting together my new desk so I’ll finally have a work space . Which means we are starting a new form of content , art videos I watch art videos all the time and thought it be a good way to document my art style evolving and get me to work on things more seriously .
Excited that we are getting closer to next month we have an exciting week planned at beginning of may my partner is on vacation I’ll be vlogging most of the week giving yall more insight into my exciting life
Still to this day the climb scene in the Hannah Montana movie makes me ball like a baby cuz it speaks directly to my inner child the lil middle school girl that still had so many hopes and dreams even tho that was the time the abuse was the most brutal .
Not to mention the small businesses who just started their dream and now questioning okay how am I gonna figure this out and going through re direction before even getting started
😂I can’t with my brain my partner was talking about how he needed a cough drop im rubbing his chest hair sensory comfort and instead of saying oo sexy chest hair I said ooo sexy cough drop 😂😂😂gotta love them Nero spicy couples 😂😂😂 #autism #funny
Trying a new way of doing my content wearing a look one day figuring out the makeup shoot some content then redo that look next day since I’m so good at recreating my makeup looks spot on so content is broken into 2 days releasing pressure to get everything done and using up all my spoons 🥄
It’s so disappointing as a small YouTuber to see your getting views but not enough engagement watch time like you put all that work into editing you know it’s a good video but people ain’t giving you their time ….
a girl with blue hair and a white hat
ALT: a girl with blue hair and a white hat
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One of most annoying things as a small YouTuber , is the seo scammers they scam you by saying they will help and analyze your channel but it’s just to get money out of you . As a disabled creator omg I get sick of blocking .
Hate comments ; uh where are your eyebrows (not watching makeup transformation all way through
Me : damn just say your basic lol plenty of alt people shave their eyebrows or glue them down including drag queens as well
From an ace person why the heck has everything become so sexualized I miss scrolling on social media and not being bombareded with trends and pics that make me uncomfortable lol if you hate this status you can
Block me but like why
Imma say this one more time lol probably won’t be last time I’m not a girllllllll I’m a them or a he if you prefer 🥰 I know I’m femme but god damn I can’t stand being called a girl by anyone
One thing I can’t stand about myself I’m depressed unless theirs some event or something going on that day . It never seems to be enough
Today’s realization, our whole lives our father and ex have always complained I’m not making progress in therapy I’m not getting better. Only now do I realize that’s because I was being abused during both situations… for first time I’m in a calm environment, and actually showing improvement
Trying to remember my low engagement on YouTube is just because I just came back from a YouTube break … it will pick up momentum again.. the life of a small creator is so many ups and downs hits and misses , don’t give up smallcreatorstruggle
Another pet peeve people who criticize lip syncing make my head hurt it’s not that serious sometimes your resharing instagram reels with no Audio so it makes it laggy and sometimes it just gonna seem off cuz your not actually singing . If your having fun it’s really not that serious #annoyed #why
Starting crafting for our Alice in wonderland birthday party today hoping this party is a nice break from the constant anxiety of this year #birthday
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ALT: a cartoon character says i 'm late i 'm late
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Where are all my people that are on ssi disability that are scared for this year I need people that understand my fear 😨
Apparently the universe and my spirit guides really protected me by never letting me fully make it on tiktok apparently can’t even mention YouTube now and people are being highly censored did the right thing by leaving
I’m honestly feeling very hopeful as a creator right now idk something in the energy tells me imma succeed and I’m not using the orange man’s TikTok to get there
Sometimes I hate being psychic I hate that I predicted the top billionaires being in charge of our president all way back in 2022 can I just for once be wrong I’m exhausted . The times we are about to head into are gonna be 100% insane