i hope to stop making bitches (a.k.a., ppl)'s decisions for them, amen

you know you're doing something right when one of the wisest ppl u know recognizes u as wise. YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS ALHAMDILULAH.

يارب لا تخليني أستمر بأي طريق فيه غضب ونقم لك علي ياحبيبي. يارب لا تبلاني ولا تختبرني بأهلي ولا باخوان وخوات ما جابتهم أمي. يارب لك الحمد ما أعظم عوضك ولا تشككني فيك وفي حُسن تخطيطك لي سبحانك ما أعظم جبروتك وسِعة رحمتك يا غفار يا شديد العقاب.. يسر علي طاعتك وصعّب علي معصيتك، آمين بحق محمدٍ وآل محمد.

الحمدلله اللي وعاني من صغري بدل ما أوعى على كِبر وعمر متأخر إن أهلي وأصحابي الله يحفظهم ويطول بعمرهم يارب مهم كاملين ولا معصومين لأن الكمال ماهو الا له سبحانه. الحمدلله اللي منعم علي ويعرف باطني وظاهري وأقرب لي من حبل الوريد. الحمدلله، الحمدلله، الحمدلله دائمًا وأبدًا وهو مسهل كل عسير.

the more I grow up, the wiser I become BECAUSE of the people I come from.

I'm so, so grateful to be blessed with the best family I could ask for and the greatest friends.. wAllah :')

الله يعز هالشعب بس طيّب.

pisses my guts the fuck off when people are outright stupid enough to lump ALL of the nationals/citizens of one country as a monolith.

it's often americans who do this. then ironically go and cry wolf when other countries tell them they have the blood of genocide on their hands? b e t.

صح دخلنا الجمعة بس أحس لسه عادي أقول خميس ومالي خلق أزعل مهمااااا يستفزونن.

I understand why Allah gave me ADHD. I'm too damn powerful when medicated oh GOD

NO DAMN WAY IT ISNT EVEN THURSDAY YET????????

Oh, MY TONGUE IS THE ONLY MUSCLE IN MY BODY THAT WORKS HARDER THAN MY HEART.

then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out

i wish i knew:(

oh it hurts to be this good 🎼

living, loving (ha!), laughing,

over you.

tossing, turning, trying,

over you.

kicking, screaming, crying,

over you

wanting, needing,

dying

to get over you.

I have that guy's voice from instagram stuck in my head still after getting of the platform screaming DO YOU WANT YOUR ENEMIES TO BE HAPPY? and I in fact, do not.

and on a dark day..

I really fucking need him except that he's six feet under like the rest of y'all. well bonne nuit then til further notice.

ok fearful avoidant istfg i get it so can u maybe pull ur damn claws back?

يعوّر لما تعزي نفسك بأشخاص حيين. كسمها من حياة ولا طوّلش الله ياروح من جد كان اللي فيني من خير هو للناس أكثر من ما هو لي. يمكن أحتاج عشر سنوات زيادة عشان أتخطى على كذا ولعنات الله على هالحال وعليش يا أمريكا.

forever reminded that التباهي بالنِعم feels so right when you're so blessed that it starts bordering privileged.

الحمدلله، دائمًا وأبدًا. ♥️

no wonder I've been making too much animal sounds lately but hey those kindergarteners love it 🙈

I really love them too. :') wish my deceased loved ones were here to scream in their ears: HEY! AFTER ALL? I MADE IT OUT ON TOP.

in search of: a job that combines medical devices/implants, imaging techniques, pharmacodynamics and kinetics, some form of humanities (linguistics, journalism, etcetera) if not law, and some form of coding/computation if not outright cybersecurity/pentesting. 💔💔💔💔💔

cursed with knowing too much and being too damn good in multiple fields that it gives me decision paralysis.

lord have mercy on me i can't do it all. toxic work culture? scratched. high stress and burn out environment? I don't want it no matter how good the pay is. ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH