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turns out that it's a blessing that I have a small following. because it means that I can experiment with trying to deprogram myself while trying to describe a general outline of who my abusers are. and alter the outline as I discover different ways I was programmed.
turns out that it's a blessing that I have a small following. because it means that I can experiment with trying to deprogram myself while trying to describe a general outline of who my abusers are. and alter the outline as I discover different ways I was programmed.
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so what this means is that the full names and and aliases of these people are a start , but it would never be enough. it would have not been enough to make anyone safer. so this existential terror I have of posting photos of them?

this is the next cult rule I have to break.
what I found when I made progress today deprogramming myself ( cult abuse) (btw I'm talking about abuse from 2 separate groups)

rule: if I ever call them out, to not use photos.

aliases they use were originally stolen from people I've never met.

so that there would be misunderstanding.
it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
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what I found when I made progress today deprogramming myself ( cult abuse) (btw I'm talking about abuse from 2 separate groups)

rule: if I ever call them out, to not use photos.

aliases they use were originally stolen from people I've never met.

so that there would be misunderstanding.
it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
While this is stating the obvious, NONE of the enclosed ever even met me. or had any affect whatsoever on my life. My abusers cleverly use aliases which are either popular or are stolen from Actual artists.
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it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
While this is stating the obvious, NONE of the enclosed ever even met me. or had any affect whatsoever on my life. My abusers cleverly use aliases which are either popular or are stolen from Actual artists.
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when I re-upload the video it will have photos. for some reason this is the most triggering part for me. for some reason one of the most aggressive parts of my programming is that if I am to call my torturers out to not use photos. this is the next rule I have to break for my story to make sense.
it turns out that when I put the aliases of my abusers into Google, there are a lot of innocent people. who? I have never met. and had nothing to do with my abuse. this is why behavioral control from cults is so layered. so that you will self-sabotage if you escape.
I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
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it turns out that when I put the aliases of my abusers into Google, there are a lot of innocent people. who? I have never met. and had nothing to do with my abuse. this is why behavioral control from cults is so layered. so that you will self-sabotage if you escape.
I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
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I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
so what this means is that the full names and and aliases of these people are a start , but it would never be enough. it would have not been enough to make anyone safer. so this existential terror I have of posting photos of them?

this is the next cult rule I have to break.
what I found when I made progress today deprogramming myself ( cult abuse) (btw I'm talking about abuse from 2 separate groups)

rule: if I ever call them out, to not use photos.

aliases they use were originally stolen from people I've never met.

so that there would be misunderstanding.
it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
what I found when I made progress today deprogramming myself ( cult abuse) (btw I'm talking about abuse from 2 separate groups)

rule: if I ever call them out, to not use photos.

aliases they use were originally stolen from people I've never met.

so that there would be misunderstanding.
it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
While this is stating the obvious, NONE of the enclosed ever even met me. or had any affect whatsoever on my life. My abusers cleverly use aliases which are either popular or are stolen from Actual artists.
it's fascinating and bizarre. how cult abuse programs a person to self-sabotage. in this case nearly self-sabotage. I figured out quickly how to alter the video so that there will be no misunderstanding. but it's fucked up. my abusers deliberately use stolen aliases.
While this is stating the obvious, NONE of the enclosed ever even met me. or had any affect whatsoever on my life. My abusers cleverly use aliases which are either popular or are stolen from Actual artists.
While this is stating the obvious, NONE of the enclosed ever even met me. or had any affect whatsoever on my life. My abusers cleverly use aliases which are either popular or are stolen from Actual artists.
when I re-upload the video it will have photos. for some reason this is the most triggering part for me. for some reason one of the most aggressive parts of my programming is that if I am to call my torturers out to not use photos. this is the next rule I have to break for my story to make sense.
it turns out that when I put the aliases of my abusers into Google, there are a lot of innocent people. who? I have never met. and had nothing to do with my abuse. this is why behavioral control from cults is so layered. so that you will self-sabotage if you escape.
I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
it turns out that when I put the aliases of my abusers into Google, there are a lot of innocent people. who? I have never met. and had nothing to do with my abuse. this is why behavioral control from cults is so layered. so that you will self-sabotage if you escape.
I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
I just discovered another plan b or contingency that my abuser put in my brain. indigo Jade is an extremely popular name. so is foxy Jones. so she did this. in fact, she did this so that if I ever spoke out about her, but failed to use a photo? it might lead to misunderstanding. fucking sociopath.
video used for this clip is from @lectureaugredelinstantpresent
on youtube
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“…the NPC [National Privacy Commission] found that TFH [Tools for Humanity] is offering monetary incentive in exchange for consent to collect iris biometrics, which constitutes ‘undue influence.’”

(TFH is Altman’s eye scanning company)
Philippines privacy authority orders halt to World biometrics processing | Biometric Update
The National Privacy Commission of the Philippines has ordered Tools for Humanity to halt all data processing operations in the country.
www.biometricupdate.com
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On the heels of my last video about the 15 year old child being violently taken down- there’s this ruling about body cameras from the Federal judge in Chicago
Truth looks like a trans woman. isn't that interesting?
"La Vérité sortant du puits armée de son martinet pour châtier l'humanité (English: Truth coming from the well armed with her whip to chastise humanity) is an 1896 painting by the French artist Jean-Léon Gérôme."

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