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kelly // she/they #FIREAARON okayfine // Guitarist, keyboardist, audio engineer // Furry trash enby BARK BARK BARK ADHD // Ace // 32yo, HRT 2023/8/8 // photo:iwose nohello.net/en/ Chicago, IL https://www.fohkelly.com/card https://www.constellationsound.com
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you should totally check out this song i made called “snowblind”, here's what it sounds like:

okayfineshop.bandcamp.com/track/snowblind

#okayfine
every kelly should receive laser hair removal for free
i really think this is the start of something. like, first accepting who i am enough to start a conversation with someone new without expectations for myself, and then, having a positive experience talking about something i am normally way too nervous to expose. like, it was just a Good Time. what!!
today's energy brought to you by telling someone i'm ace but love latex and NOT being treated weird
and maybe, just maybe, if i start with accepting that being a little different is FINE, i'll become a little bit less of the things i believe i constructed for safety, and a lot more of the things deep inside me i have been afraid to show everyone for so many years
thinking a lot lately about how maybe i don't need to feel so bad about my social behavior not *matching* some imaginary "normal for trans girls" standard i invented based on very little.

that maybe i don't need to perceive being relatively quiet or introspective as some obvious sign i'm too masc
repeating endlessly to myself:

it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
the priorities of freight versus passenger seem so fucked up
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i am so pissed, i got sidetracked talking to a random guy at the train station and stood in front of the wrong train on the wrong platform and i fucking missed the train i was supposed to be on

now im here for another whole fucking hour
repeating endlessly to myself:

it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
it's ok to be a little different
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for the first time in years i had to get one of those starbucks frappuccino things from a vending machine to stay awake, and Oh My God i forgot how bad these things suck. idk why they don't carry the doubleshot things, they are infinitely better than this garbage, and almost twice as big
@transit.app WHY do these keep auto-selecting when there is NO ACTUAL VEHICLE anywhere NEAR this arrival time???
oh also! today i learned the owner of the barbecue joint i was afraid of finding out i was actually a girl for fear of his reaction, is actually leaning left of center and the queer representation in the live entertainment was not begrudged. so now that they know, maybe i can reassert my pronouns!
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#latex #gloves #nun #gasmask #corset
i really really really need to get some latex pieces i can wear and show off when i go to bars. all i have are like. either really embarrassing or not useful outside of a kink play context. i want to get like, a crop. or some opera gloves.

and leggings.

and a choker.

and of course a catsuit.
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POV is from the ground because that's where you should be
be so proud. what great fortune has befallen you
thanks, transit app, for auto-selecting a good damn fucking scheduled arrival time instead of an actual tracked train so i left the fucking bar too late and missed the last guaranteed train going north by like one minute. God Fucking Dammit i FUCKING HATE IT what is the POINT of TRIP PLANNING
today's energy brought to you by telling someone i'm ace but love latex and NOT being treated weird
realized getting ready to leave today that i have freckles on my face in the exact pattern that tear streaks follow below my eyes

what does it mean??
and besides, it just helps immensely to know that people see exactly who i actually am and don't treat me as the fictional being they construct in my stead based entirely on what i believe them to want me to be. it turns out it's a good thing to be a unique person with funky little weird traits
and now i get to slowly prove to myself that those implications come from not being loved for who i actually am, and just being proud of myself makes it easier to see who doesn't have me AND will lead me towards people that do.