and if you feel then you die so you neglect all of your emotional needs to be an empty vessel for what everyone else needs and no one gives a shit because you're doing things™️ so it seems like you're fine even though you are dying, just very slowly
Living with clinical depression but instead of never getting out of bed you work 10-12 hours a day and give as much of yourself as you possibly can to as many people as you can and constantly strive to improve every waking moment of your life because if you stop for one second you have to feel again
and watching it is like watching what's happening in governments around the world right now because you just sit there thinking, can't anyone just do the right thing?
Not one of them has used their platform to say "this matters" instead it's just me me me how could you say this about poor innocent wittle me ?! 🥺 or radio silence