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Farin Vikka / Dusk

@farinvikka.bsky.social

790 followers 1.2K following 4K posts

He/Him // 33 // Taken by Luna Vikka // 🇺🇸 // 🔞 Still a work in progress. I won't let my past define me, even though the world believes I'll never be different. Everyone needs room to grow, so that's what I'm striving for. DMs open on Discord & Telegram.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 8d

I dunno who needs to hear this, but...

Tonight it hit me that I've been going way too far in seeking attention from people for my problems, and I'm so sorry. I didn't realize how bad things got, and it's not fair that I put you through it again and again.

I'm going to be better though. I promise.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 19d

Recovery takes time.
Healing takes time.
Improvement takes time.

The process is started. I want to be better, and I'm committed to showing it. Whatever it takes to make things right...

But it will take time.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 25d

My DMs are also open if you want to talk, or even if you just want to scream in my face about how awful a person I am. Whatever you want, I'll listen.

Discord: @farin.vikka
Telegram: @FarinVikka

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 25d

I start behavioral therapy on Wednesday. Time to do what I should've done three years ago.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

And lastly, I hope Lagoon and Dawn will be able to heal from all this. I regret all the trouble I caused you two, whether intentionally or not. There's no excuse for what I did, and I'm sorry to have put you through so much trauma. I wish you both the best in your lives.

Signing off for now. <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

I won't make the mistakes I did last time. I'm keeping this profile up and visible, but I'm going offline for awhile.

Time heals all wounds eventually. I'll find friends again and a space to belong. But more importantly, I will not hide or run from my past again. It's a part of me, and I accept it.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

I hurt a lot of people. Some back then, others now. I may never be forgiven for it either, and I have to make peace with that.

I need time to recover and reflect on everything. Going forward from here will be hard, but I want to make an effort to be better. For everyone's sake, especially mine.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

I've been holding this back for a long time, but it's time I speak up for myself after keeping it in the dark. Y'all deserve the truth.

If I never hear from you again because of this, thank you for being my friend for this long. I'm sorry I was not better. 😥

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

I think I'm gonna have to do something difficult that's going to divide a lot of people, and it's gonna hurt. Stand by while I collect my thoughts...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

a man with a beard is standing in front of a glass door .

ALT: a man with a beard is standing in front of a glass door .

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

I thought it was isolated to the VRChat Discord. Didn't realize it was a Discord-side issue.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

Discord just had a stroke, but it's all good now. I think...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

@vrchat.com Did something happen to the Discord? I can't access it for some reason.

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Strawbs 🕉️🏳️‍⚧️🎶🎛️ @strawbs.tv · Sep 8

Happy Monday, y'all!

We're back on track with STRAWBERRY JAM No 117, the POST-BURN CHILLOUT!

Come chill & listen to me ramble about how I catastrophically shit myself in the deep playa at Burning Man 2025!! EXCITE!!!

In VRChat & at strawbs.tv
3-6p PST
6-9p EST
11p-2a BST

Promo picture. Background image is the art car "Elektra", a giant dragon with LED wings, and people clustered around her. Text is:

The Strawberry Jam #117
Post-Burn Chillout

An arrow points to the dragon, which is labelled "Elektra (so pretty)"
An arrow points to a pixelated blob in front of the dragon, which is labelled "Strawbs!"
To the left is the text "Photo by Ryken"
There is the usual graphic stating: "In VRChat and on Twitch"
The site redirect is on the left: "strawbs.tv"
The times are on the right: "3p-6p PST / 11p-2a BST"

There is an inserted graphic of a knocked-over strawberry jam bottle with Strawberry (protogen version) crawling exhaustedly out of it.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

Honestly, your wardrobe is on point! Love this so much! <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

If this is still happening on Tuesday, I think I'll place an order

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Shaun Mooney @mooneysart.bsky.social · Sep 5

Looks like my calendar is free from November onward. Available for concept deign jobs for hard surface/sci fi work! Re shares appreciated!

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

Miss you! <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 6

I'm not at home, so I can't test them yet.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 6

It was a good day at the Arcade today. c:

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

VRChat showed me what I was missing in my marriage. Soon after, I got divorced (my choice, not mutual) and made a life for myself, and I've been doing my best to bring love and happiness ever since.

A few highs and lows here and there, but that's how life goes. Doing my best every single day.

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Today is Friday in California @fridaypacific.bsky.social · Sep 5

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Aviet @thatjavahog.bsky.social · Sep 5

Random PSA: Communication is literally the most important thing in the world to me. Be blunt to my face so we can dodge the anxious guessing games and grow stronger friendships freal

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

two men are standing next to each other in a room .

ALT: two men are standing next to each other in a room .

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

Wish I had more to report tbh.

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