I wish I had someone to critique me. I dont have this person, so the responsible is up to me, but it's impossible to fix something I can't see or notice. I need the view point of an outsider. I really want to improve .... its not enough. It's painful...

I'm in a strange state of quickly learning art tips, but everything looks so unfocused in the end or during sketching process, and it makes me want to erase and start over again. I have a problem with over rendering, so it scares me to render properly...

This happens a lot but, I often end up hating/disliking my art after posting. When in the sketch phase, things look fine, or passable.. but the moment I post it, I want to delete it.. but by the time I post it (on twt) people have already interacted with the post, so I feel bad for removing it......

it seems like I’m finally improving, I need to work a little harder.. I want to be better …

Siams rkgk

Bluesky really does feel a lot less stressful than Twitter 😭

yEs!

The Paradox Live (Adult only) Server is up!
feel free to join! ✨
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No problem! Thank you!! 😭😭

Collab with @bluechiizu.bsky.social
Thank you for your patience! 💙🧡💙🧡
The collab was lots of fun!

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NEED TO POST TO BLUESKY MORE But HAPPY COZMES DAY !

Collab with @engenpapa.bsky.social !!

Thank you so much for collabing with me!!! 💜🩵💜🩵

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You can do it! I believe in you! 💖 I'm also trying to post more too, thanks for showing interest! 🥺 it means a lot coming from you!

Post ! I'd love to see more of your art! 💖

YES! that's what makes it so much better 💖💖 they're so cute!!

youtu.be/u-xFogZi5yg?...

Here it is! It's a group of utaites that called themselves circle of friends back then on livestreams, everyone thought it was a silly name but they actually turned it into a tour with original music, it's been so long so. Forgive me haha

Exactly! I was very happy to see it! I really fell in love with them when they participated in the circle of friends tour! The collab was adorable 🥺 I'm so happy I get to enjoy them in my favorite franchise! I really love 1nm8's music 💖💖

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Thank you! I'm very honored that you enjoy it 😢💖

I'm so happy that you're experiencing their older works, it really is nostalgic looking back! They're using a softer/quieter voice for kei, but you can still hear kei nonetheless

I love that utaites are in paralive, ahh my heart can't take it as an older fan of them

Thank you! 🙏 I tried 💖

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