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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Sep 14

hbd to my friend & lover & handler 🐶
@toweringqueer.bsky.social 🩷

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Aug 31

people with similar interests, but… i want to experience someone seeing me in person, interacting with me, and wanting to pursue further. it’s never happened. am i being unrealistic??

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Aug 31

i am having really big feelings about what it actually means to be desired and pursued. it’s very strange to be at least marginally attractive to a subset of people on the internet, but then completely ignored and made to feel invisible in person. i know some of it is the convergence of similar

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Aug 15

i love you <3

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Aug 15

we also took so many cute pictures TOGETHER!! ugh.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Aug 15

@hooburrito.bsky.social took so many cute pictures of me during their visit 🥲 my smiles were so REAL, y’all! being in love is so CUTE on me.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Mar 3

i just had a man come up to the counter and tell me why he was tipping me tonight even though he “usually doesn’t tip”. 🙃

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Feb 27

i am not strong enough to handle it. it’s too much. i’m sorry.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Feb 27

i am ready to be done. i am exhausted, and i am completely and totally alone. i have no options left. i want it to be over,

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Feb 25

i have worked every day of February, 55 hours a week. while i appreciate that i am making nearly 2000 dollars a pay-period for the first time in my life, i don’t appreciate how burnt out and distracted i feel 🫤

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Jan 28

i am about to work 50 hours a week for the next 200 days.
i am about to work very hard for the next 200 days to change my life. this isn’t a “grind”, i don’t want to do this, but i know i need to work very hard for my life to look how i want it to.

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Josh Ruben @joshruben.bsky.social · Jan 27

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Matt Monagle @monagle.bsky.social · Jan 27

Just bought my tickets for HEART EYES. The red band trailer scared my wife off the movie, so now it's just a couple of dudes asking @joshruben.bsky.social to do his absolute-fucking-worst.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Jan 19

soaking up the sun ☀️ ✨

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Jan 12

JER (They/Them) @skatunenetwork.bsky.social · Jan 11

To avoid disaster… you GOTTA GO FASTER!!!
Re-recorded my Green Hill Zone cover I did 6 years ago!
Full video on YouTube youtu.be/6X3G2qR7nbc?...
Covers like this only exist cause of Patreon support! If u enjoy this kind of content and wanna see more,support on Patreon! www.patreon.com/Skatunenetwork

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fat boyfriend @sandburial.bsky.social · Jan 11

I think everyone should drive 15 under the speed limit just for shits and giggles

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 18

i think i am already dead.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 14

🙋🏻‍♂️

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 12

i know i’m just depressed, i’ll be able to push it down and cope in the morning, but tonight i am overwhelmed with how broken i feel every second of the day.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 12

i wish i was someone who had something to offer so i could justify my existence, but i don’t. when i watch other people connect so easily, i feel inhuman, like i am missing something fundamental.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 12

i become more sure every day that i will not leave a lasting impact on the world. i could disappear and the only thing undone would be my to-do list. my presence does not create a ripple in the pond.

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Erika Ishii @erikaishii.bsky.social · Dec 10

MOM SAYS SHE IS PROUD OF BOTH OF US EQUALLY

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 10

what is 100mg of zoloft *supposed* to feel like? if the general state of your life is unfulfilling and uncomfortable, is an anti-depressant actually supposed to, like, anti-depress you? is there an experience i can expect when i am on the right medication, even when my life is bad?

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 10

happy holidays 🐍❤️

youtu.be/UBgrsC6uHUk?...

Gigi the Christmas Snake

YouTube video by Chris Fleming

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Willett @agamemnonpress.bsky.social · Dec 8

Art by Justin Gerard.

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eli (he/they) 💖 @eli4theworld.bsky.social · Dec 8

new crop tank ! 🫥

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