Deerly!
@deerly.bsky.social
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deerly.bsky.social
a prayer:

i hereby swear
to live with intention
each and every day
and mind my attention

because attention is love
and without my contention
i'm foregoing the chance
to spread my affection

and affection brings joy
and joy brings connection
so in connection's pursuit
i'll correct my conventions
deerly.bsky.social
let's promise to try a little harder each day to spend our time, our energy, our attention, our love and our affection, with a little more intention each day. we only got so long here.
deerly.bsky.social
it is! it's a chapman ml1 modern :3
deerly.bsky.social
just gotta burn as hard as i crash and maybe i'll make it alright
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there's just no room in my head / between the scrambled names and burned off piston rings
deerly.bsky.social
being sober sucks. can't give up, though. accept the chaos and uncertainty and let it wash over you. find peace in being, in the moments where you can.
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hinote.bsky.social
Nikkari is a badger who enjoys the colder months.

#art #artist #oc #originalcharacter #ocart #ocartist #furry #furryart #furryartist
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deerly.bsky.social
const is the funniest c++ keyword because there are use cases where it's valid to put it in the same line of code three or more times but it has you feeling like you deserve to be put in the hague when you do it
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deerly.bsky.social
blink away the static haze, there's further still to go today. the room for rest in time will come, so keep the pull of sleep at bay.
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deerly.bsky.social
and sometimes worst of all, you'll fuck it all up. you won't do enough. you won't be enough. you'll let people down, like actually. sometimes you'll do bad things. sometimes you'll know they're bad. you have to keep trying to do better always. but if you really care about that, you have to move on.
deerly.bsky.social
and sometimes you'll lose those people. sometimes they'll let you down. you'll hate them, and maybe yourself again, and the world, for a little while. and that's gotta be okay, too. because fuck, what else can you do other than stop trying?
deerly.bsky.social
but there is some cool fucking shit that happens sometimes. there are people who will make you glad you didn't fuck off to outer space. you will have experiences you never dreamed possible. you will feel joy for things in ways that change you.
deerly.bsky.social
but loving anything, caring about anything, having desires, fucking sucks. there's no karma, doing good things doesn't mean thing will work out good for you. there's no reward for being a good person. i don't know if it's even worth it sometimes. sometimes you will suffer no matter what you do.
deerly.bsky.social
my experience is that self hatred is addictive. miserable, but addictive. no one can ever hurt you if they can't hate you more than you do. nothing matters, so it's fine if everything goes wrong. don't apply yourself, because it's all a fucking joke. giving up is easier. fuck everyone, including me.
deerly.bsky.social
you will throw away so much you can never get back if you start believing you don't deserve to be happy, and it won't help anyone. never too late to learn that lesson, either. you have to start fighting for what you really actually want for there to be any chance of having help to get you there.