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Dean

@deanrmarsh.bsky.social

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Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 18h

Well that's 3.

We're going to the World Cup. Job done by HT.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 19h

Win and we qualify but I'd like to win well against them.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 19h

I've put it back literally as we scored.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 19h

17 minutes in and we can't get past their defence. I'm bored already

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 19h

First time I've wanted to watch football for a while, not sure if I can even be bothered

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Bill Brewster @djhistory.bsky.social · 1d

This lunchtime from 1pm UK, #lowlifelovesyou returns for two hours of agreeable music on NTS.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 1d

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Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

Cheers Dom mate.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

Cheers Steve, appreciate it mate. Oh the kids are fine they, live with my ex, and have done for 5 years now.

Got to keep truckin on don't I. It's all I know what to do. It's not easy though

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

It's all I can do mate

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

Morning Andy,
Thanks man, I'll get there eventually

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

Yo yo yo Richie

Aw cheers man, I haven't seen one of those tees since lockdown! I don't even have one myself

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 2d

Thank you all again for the messages yesterday, it really has been overwhelming. I haven't replied to each and everyone but do I really appreciate it 💗

If I can pull things together...

Music is the answer

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Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Yeah I know I probably will, just the nerves and anticipation knowing I finally have to talk about shit, 40 years worth probably.
I know it's not going to get fixed over night though so I'm realistic about that

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

First crush, first musical hero.
I'll never stop listening to those early albums.
Total goddess.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

First proper appointment is Monday at 12:30 and I'm dreading it, to be honest I'm terrified

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Afternoon Marc mate.

That's my problem though, years and years of bottling stuff up, sticking it in separate compartments in my head and not dealing with stuff because I haven't talked.

It was all going to crash one day...and it did.

Really appreciated man ✊🏻

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

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Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Cheers Ian, no one knew. Kept it to myself (aside from one close friend and one family member)
Just felt I needed to be honest and I think putting it out there gives me a bit of relief if that makes sense.

Thanks again man, I will get through this.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Thanks Warren.
I hope so mate, I really do.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Thanks man. It really is appreciated.
Even just being off for these last 5-6 days or so has helped but I won't be back on like I was everyday posting etc for a while.
Just thought I'd come on and let people know I'm around but things aren't great. I've put on a front these last few months being "me"

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Yeah it's all I can do at the minute.

Music is the answer though.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

Ah cheers Fishy mate., that's lovely to say about them ❤️

Appreciated man. I'm not back on here properly yet, I just can't at the minute.

Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 4d

This is a quick post.

Just want to say thank you to the few of you that have reached out and messaged concerned about me.

I had a breakdown 3 months ago and I'm struggling daily. Since then I've had one thing after the other and not coping at all.

❤️

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Alicia Myers - I Want To Thank You

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Dean @deanrmarsh.bsky.social · 9d

Always had my built in Google VPN running in my new Pixel since the day I got it never an issue.

It was fine last night, even turning it off doesn't fix things today.
Still have same error on desktop using various browser's with no VPN at all on them.

It seems lIke it's my account itself possibly