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20+, NSFW Traditional Artist, Agender (they/them/ze/zir/honk/honks) 🚫❌Minors, Anyone I deem Suspect❌🚫Incoherent OC ramblings and equally deranged OC/DND content (with some very irregular smut posting 💀)

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Heyyy gang [I am screaming, crying, and throwing up]. I have. So many life updates it isn't even funny. I'm plugging my Kofi first to get it out of the way and then continuing below cuz this is gonna be a thread for sure.
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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

You can see more examples and pricing/options on my Kofi provided above!!

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

And just so it's known:
-The breakdown is $190 to the IRS, $286 to my tax guy
-i AM willing to take comms, but you HAVE to be patient with me, because I have a cue RN & it is pretty fuckin hefty, BUT. I am almost done with 3 separate comms, about to be working on 3 more.

🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Any ANY kind of mutual aid or anything is appreciated beyond belief. I just want to be free from this, & any leftover will go towards helping my mom settle her debt to the IRS. We didn't want this to happen. I just want my mom to have her surgery in peace, I'll do fucking anything for that.

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

That's why I need help. I'm so swamped with commissions. I'm almost done with a few of them but I'm so stressed out and fried I don't even know what to do rn. With my Lupus being triggered by stress, I'm 100% expecting a flare once all of this is over, which is even worse bc I can already feel it.

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

But as this goes on, she's deteriorating. Because the mass is blocking her colon, she can't eat correctly. She's literally starving. It's the most heartbreaking thing I've ever fucking seen. I want my mom more than I've ever wanted her before & I just want her healthy & happy. I want her back

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Anyway, her new oncologist is rerunning EVERYTHING, and if everything goes well, she will be having surgery hopefully within....I don't know. We were hoping by the end of October, but that's looking more & more impossible. I'm on the verge of fist fighting the doctor to call her back about this.

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Went to UoM & that's why he sent them there even tho he sent my mom to Emory for surgery, & even scheduled her FOR SURGERY WITHOUT HER CONSENT OR NOTICE???? I hate him, he's so. I'm very upset about that. She's filing a complaint to the medical board about it <3

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Since probably mid August, the local Gastro has been a fucking MESS & won't tell us anything, so we switched to Emory. It's a whole thing with losing the slides her sample was on bc they were sent to the university of Michigan??? We actually have a theory that the guy who did her colonoscopy-

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🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

Well, I had an upper endoscopy around the same time my mom had a colonoscopy. We had our follow-ups the same day. They wouldn't let me in the room to hear her results, & I knew almost fucking instantly. When we got home, my parents sat me, my partner, & my sister down to tell us my mom has cancer.

🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

However, right after this (not even 2-3 weeks), my mom had a horrifying "thyroid storm" episode & my dad had to rush her to the ER. They couldn't figure out what was wrong with her after keeping her for DAYS. And at the time, we didn't think to go "hey, she's been having stomach pain since May".

🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

We're 200% sure we got it from my aunt and uncle, because they're antivaxers, and my mom and dad went to see my cousins for Father's Day and brought it home. We won't be seeing any of my family for a very long time aside from my grandma.

🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

My entire family got COVID for the very first time. It was terrifying. Me and my mom didn't get nearly as sick as we could have because I have 2 shots and 8 boosters under my belt and she has 6, but my dad and sister were down pretty hard because they also got the Flu at the same time. It was rough

🔞CreAtive_Small🔞 @creativesmol.bsky.social · 4d

So. A lot has been going on lately (when is there not tbh huh). I've been personally dealing with some very scary brain lupus activity/flaring and we really don't know what's going on. My doctors are monitoring my spinal fluid/intracranial pressure rn, and I see my neurologist Monday.

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🔞 𝕽𝖆𝖊𝖑 🔞 @raelbe.bsky.social · 7d

Jayvik - a lil gift for Aravis from their Mage!Viktor Werewolf!Jayce AU they're cooking up 💦💦💦

jayvik, viktor with long hair and werewolf jayce, viktor is on top with jayce inside him

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🌈 Hailey Piper 🌈 @haileypiperfights.bsky.social · 13d

fiction is a safe space to think of unsafe things

if you feel it's messing you up, step away. don't assume it's messing everyone up and you need to eradicate it because you caught a case of the feel-bads from something. go sit with that and think about why instead of pissing in everyone else's cheerios.

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🔞 𝕽𝖆𝖊𝖑 🔞 @raelbe.bsky.social · 12d

Jayvik - I'd forgotten what it felt like to hold you

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🔞 𝕽𝖆𝖊𝖑 🔞 @raelbe.bsky.social · 13d

I'm turning into the type of man I hate, Viktor. Jealous. Stupid, Possessive.

@aravis-writing.bsky.social wrote some fucking POETRY in my DM's and i had to draw it omfg

greyscale image of jayce crowding viktor into a wall with his hand on Viktors waist. He says "I'm turning into the type of man I hate, Viktor."

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🔞 𝕽𝖆𝖊𝖑 🔞 @raelbe.bsky.social · 14d

JayVik - Snowball kisses 💦

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Lucas Brown Eyes @lucasbrowneyes.bsky.social · 19d

Microsoft shoved their AI Copilot into everything in Windows 11. Which lead to an increase in Windows 10 use. So they announced they'd stop support for Windows 10, but its usage was still strong. So they started to put Copilot into Windows 10.

Windows 7 use is surging 5x now.

AI is product poison.

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Kukumomo 🔞 @kukumomoart.bsky.social · 21d

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Sevvy @sevvydraws.bsky.social · 20d

Eddie woke you up early so you could make it in time to take spooky October pictures with him while looking for pumpkins!! It’s also kinda cold so pay no mind to his splotchy cheeks and red nose(that is seconds from running)😂