nat
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she/he • 26 • friend of frankenstein • sephiroth lovemail • genderfluid lesbian
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oh and my birthday cake from july
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Color n hair study with everyone’s favorite evil lady

#ff7
“is kathy bates gay?”
they hit the fucking cuntagon
IM FUCKING SAYING LIKE
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Sephiroth is N-U-K-L-E-O-P-A-T-R-A.
and dracmorda boulet if you’re reading this i’m really sorry for that time in 2023 when my friends and i couldn’t find our seats at the titans show in st louis and i had zero spacial awareness and almost ran into you while you were in the aisles doing crowd work. you should have killed me
i can’t accept that no one on dragula has ever pitched a sephiroth look for a challenge there must have been someone. i’d sooner believe they asked and se said no
AND THIS WEEK’S CHALLENGE WAS HORROR!
boy george stole all of my bathroom scales and broke them
YOU DO DON’T WORRY
mine drawing from 2021… maybe i’ll redraw it in honor of her glorious return come february
remember how we used to run
i cannot be the same person i was when i was waking up at 6am to beat my face braid my hair to my ass and put on a full steel boned corset just to throw on the wheel in fucking ceramics class
i miss serving but mother i’m not 22 anymore. this concealer is caked as shit mascara running no eyeshadow in sight i’ve been clocked into the donut grease store since 8am actively working my other desk job on my phone in between peddling these fucking turnovers when can i serve. will i ever again
she should have been harnessing this introspective weirdgirl energy to write for rookiemag in 2014 it would have been good for her
also i think the craziest line of poetry in that essay i sent you yesterday is “i am your daughter, lady / and pregnant with you” like blew my fucking mind apart. the convergence of timelines and selves. the fucking two-pronged fidget spinner of the divine. also sorry for blowing up your notifs lmao
liiike we are peers so i am you and you are me and i am your mother as much as you are mine because we are made of the same stuff with the same weaknesses and the same ache for unity and understanding and protection so to try to differentiate us at this point is ridiculous
i loved that one vice article where the author said she wished she had a jenova who could have revealed to her the truth of her identity with that same sort of clarity and all-encompassing acceptance and oneness like the drag mother comparison was so cute but also Real
who has immense will and a deep reserve of anger and loneliness and otherness and then grafts human morality and intimacy onto that imperative to consume until it turns vengeful, protective, like a womb encasing her mind. suddenly there’s this sense of agency that wasn’t there before
like if sephiroth’s personal hang ups were different then jenova would have appeared as and appealed to different things within her yknow. in that sense jenova is totally amoral and lacks true consciousness but it gets complicated when you merge something like that with someone like sephiroth +
yesss i think jenova is like a virus or spore w an instinct to eat and any psychological manipulation aspects of it are more like unthinking means towards that goal similar to chemical release from mold spores or a virus’ ability to hijack cell replication etc. you see whatever you want to see
INSANE STYLE MATCHING THEY LOOK PERFECT so cutieful… their bangs are kissing. also colors are sooo good yum