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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · May 16

missing my cat extra today :(

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 26

where do y’all buy your bookcases and display cabinets? i’ve been agonizing over this for a week now cause i can’t seem to find one that fits my standards

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 13

down in the dumps again cause i found out my mom gave away the rest of my late cat’s food without even asking me first. it’s the last thing that still connected me to him, and now that’s just gone. maybe i’m being a bit dramatic, but honestly, i don’t want to just get over losing him.

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 4

I feel guilty, wondering if we did enough for you, if we were ever as good to you as you deserved. I hope that if there’s an afterlife, we’ll be reunited, and when I see you again, you’ll run to me just like you always did every time I got home. I love you deeply and will miss you forever.

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 4

I don’t know where to direct the pain; I can't even escape it through sleep because thoughts of him keep me awake at night. I know death is inevitable, but 8 years with you was never enough. I envy those whose cats live long, full lives, and it breaks my heart that you were taken too soon.

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 4

I've realized that when I'm walking around the house, I subconsciously look down, trying to avoid stepping on him. And every time the spring doors open, I catch myself thinking it’s him, since he knew how to open them. These little actions feel so significant now that he’s not here.

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Apr 4

I try to keep myself distracted because I don’t want to break down in public. I miss our cat so much. Even though I thought I’d be used to it by now, since I’m still functioning on autopilot, the reality that he’s gone still hits me hard.

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Feb 6

me too, but i just can’t stop thinking about it 😭

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Jan 31

planned to do a thread of my fav 2024 reads but got lazy while i’m at the middle of drafting it 😭 plus some of them are just the guilty pleasure and no-brainer type of reads

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Jan 31

update: i read it in public and best to say that it was the worst mistake of my life

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Nov 5

I have to admit something: I still haven’t worked up the courage to read the final arc of No Home. I've come across some spoilers, and honestly, I'm hesitant to dive in because I feel like the emotional weight might be too much for me to handle right now 🥲

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Jan 31

idk but i feel like the current hiatus is hitting me harder than the previous ones? i fear the anxiety about the indefinite hiatus + where the last chapter left off is gonna end me

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Nov 21

how could i make a rs account if i'm so scared of being perceived like pls i haven't answered any of the questions sent to me cause of this 😔

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Otismoochi @otismoochi.bsky.social · Nov 16

Apple

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Nov 16

also, i need more people to read Parallel City!!! it's hands down the best apocalyptic action manhwa that i've come across so far—amazing art style, and original and far from cliche storyline 🙂‍↕️

jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Nov 16

if you want a good laugh, just read "a martial master wakes up as a concubine" THE FL'S SO UNHINGED I LOVE HER

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まくた✈︎🍏 @aoringoamano.bsky.social · Nov 15

ファン・ミエを待ちながら

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아삭마요.. @pu4ppl3.bsky.social · Nov 15

이것저것 백업
(일단 휴대폰 갤러리에서 보이는 것들만)

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jeyni @cheolmaetes.bsky.social · Nov 16

this phone case has been sitting on my desk for months because i couldn’t find the perfect picture to put in it. then i remembered i had this freebie from one of my orders