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Gethsemane 🍂🤍

@bugluv00.bsky.social

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♡ 25 || God loves me, pray, pray, pray ♡ he/she ♡ Almost Human Hikikomori Devil • jobless, disabled, plural, latino, queer ✖️ TW for mentally ill venting. Topics include ed/sh, traumatic events, and delusions/dreams. Plz block, don't report.

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 17d

delayed me core 🌧💚

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1h

thank you bambi 🫂 all kinds of relationships have ups and downs and ik ours will be okay

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

ik it's not the same because it's through the phone but happy birthday L 🫂 I'm glad I get to interact with you and be your moot, and I'm sorry your coworkers are so stinking lame

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

it makes me so sad :(( he was the most loving little boy for so long, it hurts me so much that he'll say the things he does
I know that there's something eating him alive and making him feel like that, but it can get hard to be kind and gentle towards someone who kicks you so often without a care

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

ik he loves me but idk

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

I genuinely can't muster up the energy to remind him that his sibling is disabled and living paycheck to paycheck
He thinks I'm an unemployed loser, and has told me that failures to society (a.k.a me) should just kts

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

we bought him a switch last year that he hasn't touched once..
he told me he wanted a camera this year and so I saw there was some cool polaroids we could afford and then he wouldn't have to worry about uploading to the cloud or anything!!
but it's not expensive or fancy enough for him..

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 10h

found so many cool vintage cameras that I was thinking my brother would like for Christmas,,
and then I remember nothing I do for him is ever good enough

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 11h

just because you are soft doesn't mean you are not a force. honey and wildfire are both the color gold.

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

like I lost so mhch weight just to gain it back immediately

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

i binge ate so much i gained ten pounds this past week
i hate myself, ive felt sick and awful

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

been having too much fashion fun in pokez 🥺

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Tana ❄️ @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 2d

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Głaciiał🕳 @glaciial.bsky.social · 3d

I need an entire lifetime of being 9 years old or i will never recover

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

okay so its either the flu or my appendix, he told me to keep a close eye on a pain spoy and go to the ER if it gets really bad

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

seems like everyone is sick rn 😢 i'm at the doctor rn because my wife made me go, i get pizza after if im good

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

seems like everyone is sick rn 😢 i'm at the doctor rn because my wife made me go, i get pizza after if im good

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

Thank you Joz!! They're two pumpkins in love 🥰

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

OH!!! i love him!!!!

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

leaving all couch cushions open so they can sit with me :>

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

we have multiple ghosts in the home and normally we hang out and listen to music or just exist together in the early morning

but today I really can feel I'm not alone!! I walked downstairs and it was like a blast of energy, I love my little ghost dorks

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 4d

happy hallows eve everyone :))

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 5d

dear lord EC accepted my message request and I'm like actually in shock ig, I just wanted her to know that I hope she's doing okay and I'm really like o.o holy cannoli?

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 5d

its my job to take care of me, no one elses

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 5d

im so stupid, my mom said i should go to a doctor but i still just want my wife to care and say she thinks i should go too

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 5d

the gourd was like really thick!! It also had different guts than normal so I think something in the inside is making it glow that really pretty pink :))
It makes me happy, I didn't even notice it was a different color until I took a pic last night!

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 5d

thank you!! 🥰 me too they're our friendly little greeters!