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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 22h

Phone quick show me turtle porn so I can stop being miserable

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 22h

Is this a first world problem YES but I actually want to cry rn
I'm like in the countryside and the room I'm in is bigger than some people's flats and they have those amazing gardens and that's AFTER I spent the weekend in a fucking palace and it just felt like the good parts of home used to

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 22h

The last week or so had been sponsored by my filthy rich siblings who didn't fuck up their claim to generational wealth and I need to go back home tommorow and I want to cry I don't want to go back to my tony ass rented flat and minimum wage job

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 22h

I was supposed to write my fic but I just spend two hours looking at jewelry online cause in my heart of hearts I will always be a spoiled brat
I can't even buy anything cause I don't even have money for rent lmao
It's one of those days when I really hate being poor

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 4d

Spent a weekend in a fancy ass palace with spa and shit and I'm exhausted. How does that work I thought I was supposed to like relax and stuff??

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 8d

I thought I would be done with doctors vistits but noo I need to come back friday
Which totally derails my weekend plans and I will be late to a spa weekend with my auntie and I was so looking forward to it after those last few weeks
I hate it when things don't go according to planI want to scream

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 8d

I love this!! The shading looks amazing!

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 9d

MY ASSHOLE OLDER BROTHER admitted to only fighting me for the spoon because I wanted it so much
BUT he also says it's probably still in our family home and he can steal it for me so I might forgive him if he actually does

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 9d

But like. Bow I am upset about the special spoon from when I was a kid. I used to fight my brothers for it cause it was the best spoon ever. I'm gonna text them about the spoon

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 9d

Something very unexpected that's been happening to me in like the last two weeks is remembering TO S of stuff from my childhood/teenage years. Some good, some bad, but it's definitely a sign of healing so I'll take it

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 9d

Omg so precious!!!

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

I just spent 8 hours scrapbooking with my friend and all creativity has left my body

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

Fuck this it's 5am it's time to stop writing. I'm making this a tommorow problem

Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

Me, an asexual, trying to write characters who actually feel sexual attraction: hm, I think it's like that, but it sounds insane. Is this realistic. Do people feel like that. How the fuck do I write mkre than one sentence which basically boils down to yeah sex cool

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

We all love some piss

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

The thing I'm writing now is pretty dialogue heavy and ughhh I suck at writing dialogue I can never get the tone right
AlsoI'm almost at 7k words and the plot barely started. I wanted it to be 5k but it's looking more like it's gonna be 15-ish i think??
It's RaphLeo tho and I'm having fun

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 11d

Ugh the urge to turn a one shot into a multi chapter story
But no I musn't. I can't bite more than I can chew. This one WILL stay a one shot this is a promise to myself

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 12d

I HAVE MY NEW CHARGER IT'S WRITING TIME

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 12d

Time to reread my own fanfic because no one can hurt and torture me as much as myself

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 12d

Oh wow! So you're super prepared, then :) not a lot left so I am confident you can do it no problem! I'll be reading 💜

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 12d

Well, you can always work on estended verions after october is over... give us some premium versions
Good luck with the challange! I had tried things like that before and they are a lot! Really feeds the creative juices, but can lead to burn out, at least for me - hope you'll make it through!

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 12d

Uh thank YOU for sharing your writing!! I haven't sat down yo read fics for a loooong time so reading your stuff was an absolute treat 💜

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 13d

Now my brain worms are a bit quieter since I got it out of my head but I want to make more
#tcest

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 13d

Oh no you just gave me another sketch idea
Specifically Raph getting his hands on Leo's sweaty basketball uniform. Pretending to do laundry just to steal it for himself

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Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞 @bigsillyt.bsky.social · 13d

I'm thinking he's stealing their masks and puts them on the teddy 😈

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