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☀️ Kittenbell 🐾

@amouraangel.bsky.social

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Bell | Technically 24 | She/Her | 🐾Kittengirl🐾 | My posts are sometimes sexual or disturbing

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☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · Oct 18

ⓘ This Bluesky user is a kitten.

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☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 6m

I want cheese danish.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 12m

Not that I'll remember any love given anyway^^

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 13m

Good morning Shino!

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 13m

Eternal kittengirl

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 14m

Being babeied and receiving motherly treatment makes me so vulnerable.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 14m

I love food.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 26m

I should play games with Woop more.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 39m

Was any of that really my choice though? Or do I just think it's my choice? It's an indecipherable gray area.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 39m

If I'm too scared to interrupt someone, I'm the one who didn't speak up. I'm the one who got too in my head enough that I became too scared to interrupt them. I'm the one who didn't try hard enough to counter my worries and surrendered to them instead. I'm the one who decided I couldn't do anything.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 45m

I've wondered this before but I wonder how much of my issues are really beyond my control. I often feel like I'm consciously choosing to worsen my issues or have them at all but what if it's such a disease in my head that I really can't resist doing whatever it is? I'm the cause but is it voluntary?

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☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 50m

It'd be much more efficient to remove the source of my problems (me) than to try to fix them.

☀️ Kittenbell 🐾 @amouraangel.bsky.social · 51m

With the various things I was reading last night, I read briefly about therapy approaches to repair distorted cognition. I wonder if therapy would fix me. I'm weird. I'm relatively normal until "something happens" where suddenly I'm not.
Oh! I've said this before! Do you remember?