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Hello🦋

Call me Loan. My CP / OTP is #双玄 / #Beefleaf

Current obsession: #双鬼王 #三毒瘤

Drawing is slow and not frequent ~

If you’re okay with it, please be my friend❤️✨
Then at the end of the day they sit in silence, drinking tea or wine and don’t ask how the other person is faring. They just have a shared silent understanding that each can’t let go of the guy they hate, so they will take care of that guy for each other.
Let He Xuan and Yin Yu bond over being severely triggered every time they see their exes😤

And He Xuan is strong so he can fight Quan Yizhen (chase him off to protect Yin Yu)

And Yin Yu’s presence is barely noticeable, so he can easily slip Shi Qingxuan extra food but discreetly
The bed is warm! Pls don’t make me leave! 😭😭😭
I think I’m more of a “found family” girlie than a “romantically shipping” girlie…..
He Xuan would want to spare her the pain.

Anywaaaaaays that’s pretty much the bulk of one of my primary delusions. Now I REALLY need to sleep.
He’d be a good big brother. Not a martial brother but a ghost brother.

Maybe under his guidance she could elevate to a near-supreme level. Higher than Qirong would ever dream to achieve.

BUT, he wouldn’t want her to become a supreme. That would require too much suffering.
I think he would want to protect her and teach her another way.

But he wouldn’t be very assertive. He would just get really grumpy and quiet and sad when she does something he doesn’t approve of.
I think he would feel a sense of duty to protect this girl. To show her she doesn’t always have to be the one to sacrifice herself. She doesn’t have to always be the one to give. There’s a time and place for give and take. There’s a time to act and a time to wait.
This resignation to fate.

Bite back! Swallow it! Save yourself!

And Banyue’s donghua design makes her look like a baby, similar to the age I headcanon He Xuan’s little sister to be when she was abducted.
Meanwhile Banyue, throws Ke Mo’s soldiers into a pit, gets caught by Ke Mo, and hung again. She lets it happen, hoping it can assuage some of his resentment. You see Pei Xiu’s face when he sees her hung up there.

It must hurt.

I don’t think He Xuan would like this lack of self-preservation.
close to anyone out of subconscious fear the Reverend of Empty words would pursue them, BUT Banyue is already dead so there’s no risk there, I guess :’)

Anyways, it goes like this, He Xuan has always had a drive to survive. He never gave up in life, and he never gave up on his revenge in death.
And then he doesn’t think too hard on it.

Now, He Xuan on the other hand, I think he would make a great big brother to Banyue. This guy was a good, filial son, a good brother, and a scholar. He was betrothed to his childhood friend but lost all of it. I think he’s a little afraid now to get
He also has a tendency to “ooops they’re gone now oh well onto the next life. I get why he didn’t go back to Peiyue after the stampede because he was supposedly a mortal and that stampede would have killed any mortal.

But when Hua Cheng swapped with Lang Ying? “San Lang must have had his reasons.”
Bcs, Hua Cheng is kind enough, but he still only truly cares about Xie Lian. This guy gets jealous of his own sword, how can he possibly have room enough in his heart for a child?

And Xie Lian. While he has a tendency to acquire children from time to time (Honghong’er, Banyue, Pei Xiu, Lang Ying…)
I need to go to sleep, but I saw a really cute drawing of Banyue and now I am just thinking about how i think she’s better off being adopted by He Xuan than Hualian
I only realized it after cooking that I basically made a deconstructed burrito 🥹
My colleagues were worried I wasn’t eating enough but it’s really filling and tasty! But it’s the last of the broth I made for ochazuke… maybe I need to make another pot tomorrow hmmm
#TGCF #beefleaf #天官赐福 #双玄

I designed it for 🍖Beefleaf Box🍃 Project 3!

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It was very tasty!!! and super easy to make 🙏🏻❤️ have you had it before?
eh?? that's it?😆that sounds much less intimidating than my imagination! I will have to try it😋
i want to learn how to cook with okra hnnngh
my grandma makes a really great viet curry with okraaaaa
it was cold and rainy, so I tried to make ochazuke~pls forgive me🙇🏻‍♀️ I didn’t have a teapot, so I had to use a measuring cup
bcs yeah you can totally put a silk fan into a fucking forge and it will come out in one piece and then..... :D
hey just don't worry about it hexuan you're doing great honey!
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Damn…. The glow on my pin is so strong and so much fun… 🤩
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